Saturday, March 28, 2015

Tapestry

     It's early, not so much as a twinkling in your eye, but the frogs are croaking, the birds are singing and the crickets are doing that thing they do, and Mother Nature is doing her best to calm the environment down as she herself is expressing her desire to be creative and reassuring.
     There is reflection in the air, thoughts swirling in no particular algorithm yet there is pause to reconsider what is happening here.
       What we have here, maybe, just maybe, is a failure to communicate. No I haven't eaten 60 hard boiled eggs in the past hour, and yet my dialogues continue to change the time and space continuum, going into, not so much an authoritarian regime, but one of consternation and anomalies hopefully gaining ground on serendipity or kismet. 
       There is after all no shame in dealing with yourself and your mental anquish and not subjecting others to your selfish persecutlions by trying to safe face, by denying those who care about you their due process when they diagnose your particular malady. Here lies the dilema in the human condition or "Being Human", and whether or not there are no accidents and no one is innocent, as my friend Lee always used to clamor about.  There are consequences to be experienced in our reality that we don't see coming, though I am not one who believes we are blind to these things, as they are historical in nature, and yet we all become shocked at these outcomes and spend time mourning instead of paying closer attention to the signposts we throw in front of ourselves while we take those Robert Frost roadtrips from time to time....time keeps on slipping, slipping, slipping into the future.
         To offend or defend, that is the question.  I don't think, as the founders intended in forming this Union of sorts, that we divide and then conquer to form a more perfect image of the balance of power and guiding us to a conception that everyone is an equal. We are what we are. We can't evolve with the constant threat of putting one thought pattern over another.  We should embrace and enjoy the beauty and neccesity of diversity.  I want to define the parameters involved here, but with social media at it's rampant existence, caustic commentary doesn't bring us to any simple conclusions, just more myriad possibilities to defame the desire to solve the calamities we inflict on ourselves.
          I personally don't care about e-mail situations, and for staying occupied with what happened before now, or that somehow money is the cause and effect of sanity, or good will, just that we begin to open our eyes to how it all comes together to attract those consequences we seem so shocked to discover.  Okay, income equality, education, being able to nourish oneself, a place to call your own (a Home), living within your means, not becoming intolerant of someone else's spiritual spheres and learning to become one with your chosen environment would be just a beginning on the evolutionary process we have chosen to experience in what seems to be this thing called individual reality.  I am not in any way more aware, wiser and certainly not a good example of a role model, but I have taken a few strolls down the runway of life and what sells at the moment or the thought pattern that is fashionable now, doesn't always predict satisfaction. There are personal answers that are available to anyone that cares to listen to the voices that we collude with, but the point here is to enjoy your life, while your living it, and pass on to others the insights that welcome some form of wisdom and collective assurance that everything will be alright.  Do what you got to do, enjoy it while it is yours, because you can't take it with you when you go, shining star for you to See, What your Life can truly be.  I have friends that do just that and they are the shining stars you see in the skies at night.  Period....end of diatribe.