Notions, Perspective and Ideology

                           I know you think you heard what you thought I said, but what I'm afraid of, is that you don't realize that what I said, is not what I meant.  Consciousness before the "Big Bang" was just that, consciousness, and although it was aware of it self, it didn't feel the need to manifest itself.  So for all the scientific jargon belonging to a select few of theoretical physicists, like String Theorists, Quantum Mechanics, and Metaphysical Doctrines, who concede that there was solid matter involved, and some form of explosion that occurred, there is mounting evidence that consciousness just thought it was time to manifest, and to do that it had to expand itself by giving itself the imagery or power to reflect. This I interpret as when time and space came into being, and after the simple manifestations occurred, than the idea of reflection took place, and therefor the idea of Humans, being, came about, and symbolic consciousness then followed first in some form of artwork, and then as language developed, and we found ways in which to put this down on all sorts of display mechanisms, the concepts we were trying to communicate, we were then locked into the idea that notions, became perceptions or judgements, and those judgements were followed by ideology or dogma, in which we limited our freedom to manifest in infinite ways, and chose instead to put parameters on such things, and religion and politics were the things that as I said earlier, was what I was afraid that of happening, is that you didn't realize that what I said, is not what I meant.  Further more, it wasn't going to be what you understood, as far as perspective was concerned, and even worse, it may become a moment of contention, when your misinterpretation became one of your symbolic ideology or an individualized dogmatic equation.  This is when I think indulging in self importance, and your relationship to the Universe becomes muddled and often times during the process of Brain Roulette compromises not only the original source of material, but changes the images and clarity between, past present and future.  We linger on the past, we dream of the future, forgetting that our only power lies in the constant presents of our being.  Don't become stuck being a seasonal black hole by giving only when special moments find themselves on the calendar of life, and please surrender to the concepts of seasonal presents puts us where we want to be most of the time, and that is unwrapping the continuous flow of conscious manifestations of the infinite possibilities in the Universe's unfolding.