Gathering Thoughts about God

      As I drive the street often times I notice messages on Church billboards talking about "things go better with Jesus, or God if you will as if when you allow the "Him" into your experiences everything will work out in your "Favor". 
      The worry then I guess comes from the doubt experienced when they don't seem to go your way, or you are just not aware they are still working out in your favor, just not the visuals you had in mind at the moments of inception.  
       Positionally speaking, the consciousness involved in individual reality, that feeling you get that you are alone, that you are making decisions on your own, is just one way in which this image we have of God, in our minds, is the way it just happened to evolve.  Like most scientists would claim it was the "Big Bang" theory, or evolutionists seem to feel that physically it just unfolded, as Universes usually do, simply or complexity wise.  People with faith just know "God" was here before it all came down, and I'm not disputing that in any way.
       What I am in supposition doing here is to say, that "God" wanted to imply or expand into a consciousness or Gestalt, where we as individual consciousnesses would go about our business, relying on feedback from being able to reflect, and either through environment, or genetics or hereditary inputs, gather witness or wisdom to go out and try different things to see how it had an effect on our external environment.  Meaning, as I gather in my own thoughts and prayers, we are meant to do this on our own, so "God" in all it's infinite expressions could gather it's own pride and intuitiveness as we move along in this evolutionary environment of physical reality.  So as I write this diatribe, let me just say, it is counter productive to think that "God" is helping us perform, we just have to go along with the "Plan" as it expanded into other areas to be able to become a "Big Bang" Theorem.  We are what we want to be, and suffer or enjoy the rides we encounter on Life's highways or byways, and hope as we all choose to end this Gig, sooner or later, in our own way, we have taken the journeys we wanted to take, and not taken too much time in feeling we're not living up to anyone Else's expectations but our own.....Me be Here, You be There